Anyone else in love with Man in the Mirror by Michael Jackson?!
Ive had this song on repeat for at least a month…
It doesnt help that I only have like 8 songs on my phone
Once I cracked my Note II I have no desire to put music on my phone
Instead I hook up my ipod with like 30,000 songs on it to the stereo in the living room
But when im in the shower, since the speaker on this phone is so loud
I just play, and then replay, all my songs already on here
But every morning at like 6:30 am, I stumble out of bed
Hit play on my jam, smoke a super small nugget for good measure, and then brush my teeth
My day has begun!!
But really, I gotta find a youtube video and break this shit down for you…
Ok that is a video with lyrics
If you can go break into your teenage sons dresser
Take a little pinch of Gods holy green herb
Close your eyes
Take about ten deep breaths and let this song hit you
So you might have some preconceived bullshit about Jacko
But put it behind you
Hear the message
omg when my part comes on… shiiiiiitt….
“as I, turn up the collar owwwwwwwwn
my favorite winter cooooat
This wind is blowin’ my miiiiiiiiiind
I see the kidssss in the street,
With not enough to eeeeeeeeeat
Who am IIIII, to be blllllind?
Pretending not to see their need (dah!)
A summer’s disregaaard,
A broken bottle tooop
And a one man’s soullllllll wa
They follow each other on
The wind ya’ knoow
‘Cause they got nowwhere to go
That’s whyyyyn I want you to k(NOW!)w
IM STARTING WITH THE MAN IN THE MIRRORRRRRR!
Chilling am I right?
Its so sad to admit but the only way I even started listening to Michael Jackson was because of Jonny Craig
Hes this singer from a few towns north of me
He is incredibly talented
And just listening to his music I was able to appreciate the fine tuned instrument that was his voice
People would love to compare Jonny Craigs range to Michael Jacksons
And Ill be honest, when I see Jonny Craig live, which I think ive seen him like 4 times
I feel like im witnessing a special voice
The only problem is…
Well Jonny Craig is kind of a colossal douche.
[heres a picture of him and I]
His voice is beautiful but you can tell its coming from a place of pain
or a part that is trying to cover up the pain
His most well known song is called Children of Divorce
Lets just say its a beautiful song with pretty terrible lyrics
I mean calling your child a mistake in a very popular song… in the age of the Internet not to mention…
Probably not going to impress your child custody mediator
You can see the battle he is fighting
And its def his own battle
But its a battle of the Ego
I must say though, my mullet was in tribute
How can you not root for a short red-headed kid with a mullet who scams his own fans online pretending to sell a mac book, only to have his loyal fans paypal him money which he in turn spent on heroin…
Its the perfect first act for a story of redemption!!
Michael Jacksons ‘They Dont Care About Us’ comes on
And im like, Damn! This fool and Jonny Craig do sound alike!
I would break that Jacko song down since it is one of my favorites but he goes after the Jews pretty hard lol
But when Jacko sings…
“Tell me what has become of my life
I have a wife and two children who loooooooooooooove me
I am the victim of police brutality, now
I’m tired of bein’ the victim of hate
You’re rapin’ me off my pride
Oh, for God’s sake
I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy…
Set me free”
OMG if you dont get goosebumps, psh, thats not cool!
Im not a big fan of the chorus but when he says ‘A wife and two children who LOOOOVE me’ omg its fucking nuts bro!
I figure Ill defend Michael real quick too
Supposedly he was a castrato, thats the reason why his voice never changed
Theories point to his acne medication being anti-testosterone
Supposedly when they set him on fire during the Pepsi commercial, they put him on heavy duty pain medication
the license plate on the ambulance that leaves his house and the one on the ambulance that arrives at the hospital are different
He was going to leave Sony owning half of their publishing
They werent having it
Theres a bunch of other bullshit too
But this is just a reminder
Dont believe everything you hear, see or read
I feel like a dickhead because whenever my wife’s niece or nephew come over im like ‘so what are you guys learning about in school’
they both simultaneously go “iiiuuuunnnnnnoooo’
‘BULLSHIT! CMON! History? What are you learning in history?!’
‘well we dont have history right now’
‘ok ok, science?!’
‘not this year’
or like they will be listening to a song and ill be like, whats this song about?
they roll their shoulders
hmmmm ok let ME check it out
Pull up google ‘Ellie Goulding Anything Could Happen’
As im pulling up the lyrics im still giving them a hard time
‘well what does it mean to you?’
they both confer for a moment… ‘we think its like about a girl who likes this guy and she knows that anything could… like… happen… like… you know?’
I read the lyrics and im like ‘clearly this bitch is talking about the occult’
We pull up the video and right away youre inundated with a shit load of pyramids
and what seems to be some sort of goddess worship
I mean, shes standing there with her fucking UFO lol
Im thinking, alright I taught these kids something
Now that is knowledge that they can have with them
but they dont give a shit
they probably like the song more now
I would fucking die of joy if one day one of them came up to me and was like ‘Did you know that October has octo in it because it used to be the eighth month? November=9… The Deca in December? 10 mother fucker! Did you know THAT shit fatboy?!’
I would break down crying like a proud parent watching their kid going off to Junior College
But I mean, thats what the universe is telling me
I need to understand other peoples point of view
Do you have any fn clue how hard that is???
btw anyone notice ive cut back on the F words??
I remember when I was like 15 going to a charter school
And the teacher would be like Sam whatever his name is in The Big Lebowski like ‘do you have to use so many curse words??’
But fuck man, for me, ill be on the phone with my dear old Grandmother dropping F bombs left and right, not even realizing it.
When I go to my moms house ill be talking to my brother and every 2 minutes ill hear my mom scream from the other room ‘LANGUAGE!’
like ‘wtf did I say?’
its all about context man
who gives a shit if I say shit
its just lingustics
Idk maybe im wrong
maybe there is some beauty that comes with that ability to express your thoughts without talking like a high school dropout in their late 20s but fuck man, thats what I am!! lol
I just dont get why you wouldnt want to have as much knowledge as possible
why you wouldnt want to be as well rounded as possible
I analyze EVERYTHING
Even with my peanut brain that retains nothing
I still want to know at least the basics of whats going down
I eventually want to be able to understand some really complex shit, ya know?
Thats the theory of the liberal arts
the trivium and quadrivium
you have to understand grammar, rhetoric, and logic
before you can grasp arithmetic, geometry, music, astrology/astronomy
my problem is im one of those assholes who takes all elective courses and refuses to learn mathematics
But I think the lack of drive comes from people not grasping how important they are
These poor kids think they are insignificant
They are already contemplating joining the navy at like ages 11 and 13
My wife and I were talking about Easter
and she was telling me I need to get a haircut
I told her if she can tell me what Easter and the word “Amen” mean then I will get a haircut
She came back with the American version of them both lol
My fantasy would be she would come up to me and be like ‘who the fuck is Amen-Ra?!’
But she tried so I got a haircut
She bought me an Astros hat too
That made me happy
idk why but each year I like showing my support for a really shitty team
then when they get good im not so interested in them anymore lol
But the Astros are going to the AL this year so that will be cool
Unfortunately I think their DH is Carlos Pena
I really wanted to get a Reds hat, but, fuck dude, I live on the westside
Im not trying to get shot cause Im an Arodis Chapman fan ya know?
Its scary enough giving people water in the park
Everytime im like, plllllease dont be evil lol
whoa so you know how wordpress will tell you the views you have from google searches?
somebody came here by entering “urim and thummim” “edgar cayce”
How f-ing cool is that?!
but that got me thinking, why would this fella be goggling it?
The only reason it comes up when you go to my site is because in the Alchemist Santiago is given Urim and Thummim, by Melchizedek.
So why was Melchizedek giving this kid 2 stones?
So I google “Urim and Thummim” “Edgar Cayce” too, of course.
What comes up?
According to this, Joseph Smith was led by to these stones that were inscribed in Ancient Egyptian.
How did he translate them?
Well there were 2 stones left there for him
Urim and Thummim!!
With the help of these two stones, he translated these tablets into what is now The Book of Mormon…
also feel free to disprove all of this stuff
im obviously finding these answer because im seeking them out
So I called my aunt and uncle yesterday…
I had a missed phone call from their number and a huge voicemail icon staring at me everyday for a week
But for some reason I couldnt check it
I really have no clue why, but every time I would see the icon it would stress me out
And the thing is, I love my aunt and uncle
Finally when I did check it it was just my aunt saying she was trying to get a head count for Easter.
I called her back.
My uncle called me later that night and we got to talking again
We got to talking
He wants me to listen to some radio show about Daniel
We got into a big discussion
Sometimes I feel like we can come to a common ground to begin a discussion
Other times I feel like there is no motive for him to try to interpt the bible
He just wants to take it as face value…
I was telling him my theory based on Cayces interpetations
That the way into heaven is to be Christ like by having all your chakras alligned
and that our damnation is simply us choosing to not incarnate anymore by lack of belief
I was telling him I think the guy on his deathbed who accepts Christ into his heart isnt promised heaven
but simply avoids damnation and is able to continue his quest for Christhood in another life
He was stuck on the fact that the bible doesnt teach reincarnation
When we got off the phone I googled it.
This was the first thing I pulled up and what do you know it supports my argument?
Like im gonna read one that disagrees with me! lol jk
Whoa so in the book of Mormon they talk about the Lamanite people
who are indigenous Americans!!!!
And supposedly they were cursed with dark pigmentation in their skin so they wouldnt be attractive to the Nephite people.
Heres the passage from the book of Mormon
I really should read it in context lol
“2 Nephi 5:21”: 21 And he had caused the cursing to come upon them, yea, even a sore cursing, because of their iniquity. For behold, they had hardened their hearts against him, that they had become like unto a flint; wherefore, as they were white, and exceedingly fair and delight some, that they might not be enticing unto my people the Lord God did cause a skin of blackness to come upon them.
Thats so funny because I was just reading Venture Inward and in the book they addressed that same questions
Hold on let me find it
Ok on page 80
Q. What should be our attitude towards the negro, and how may we best work out the karma created in relationship with him?
No remember this reading was done in the 1930s so the common folk werent as refined as they are today lol
But here is the A. lol
He is thy brother! Those who caused or brought servitude to him, without thought or purpose, have created that which must be met within their own principles, their own selves. These [Negroes] should be held in an attitude of their own personal fitness-as in every other form of association. For he hath made of one blood the nations of earth.
Well theres a ringing endorsement that seems to contradict what the Mormon scripture seems to be saying.
fuck i just went outside to try an get my jump-rope on
like 38 non consecutive hops later ive seemed to have rolled my ankle
I used to be a lot more athletic
But anyway back to the Mormons
So what is there deal?
Are they following the order of Melchizedek or what?
I called like 10 local LDS churches and not one of them answered the phone
Maybe thats a sign lol
Check out this website with all the similarities between Jesus and Melchizedek
Theres so much shit I want to write but its all too scattered
Im starting to become preoccupied with all this research
IM NEGLECTING MY VIDEO GAMES!!!!
Oh, good news
My wife found my salvia!!
Maybe that will help me do some unblocking lol
There is one more thing I want to let everyone know about
Its this site I came across called…
When I went to that psychic, I asked her ‘do you do birth charts?’
shes like ‘nah but my moms does for like 50’
I was gonna do it to but shiiiit
This website literally hooks you up so much
And this is technology that has never be so easy to access so I really encourage you to try it
Its so simple
All you need is your name
Your birth location (which is easily searchable)
And your birth time
The birth time is very important
I had to rip my room apart looking for my birth certificate to see when I was born… 8:51 am if anyone cares.
But this site will break shit down…
Where is the optimal place to live on this earth being
Your personalized horoscope
Every degree of every planet and where it was at the exact time you were brought into the logos
Also I finally figured out how to post youtube videos so ill post the 4 hour doc that I was talking about in one of my earlier posts.
If you have some extra time, you can watch it in like 23 individual episodes
But I suggest just getting it out of the way
If you have a ps3 just watch it on your flat screen
Its fucking MIND-BLOWING
You will understand metatrons cube
And some of the really important numbers
Ok I think thats about it for today